Most
of the time I attempted sneaky disobedience.
Rarely was I outright, in-your-face disobedient. That’s because one time I absolutely did what
I had been told not to do, and I did it right in front of Daddy.
I got what was coming
to me and got it swiftly. No questions
asked. No one said, “MJ, why did you do that?”
I’m sure I had a reason and could have explained it perfectly well with
great clarity of thought. But, nobody
asked. Nobody cared.
Thomas, dear little brother, is several years younger than I. We were about age 3 1/2 and age 8 or so. He
could be really fun to play with – like a big toy or a boy-doll. I could whip him around into a choke hold and
exercise my superior strength on him. I
did that routine during the Saturday morning cartoons, so we always watched my
favorites. None of that Tom and Jerry
stuff…we watched Betty Boop and other intellectual, funny girls. A little
Roadrunner and Pepe’la Pew for good measure, and "out of the blue of the western sky comes Sky King."
I watched Daddy rough-house with
Thomas, toughening him up for the daily onslaught from his sister. Much to
Mother’s dismay, Daddy would ride him
around as on horseback and buck like crazy.
That looked like loads of fun to me. Daddy let me try it but somehow I got thrown off much more than Thomas.
One evening, I was feeling my oats
after being conquering heroine for most of the day. We were horsing around in
the den on Truman Road and Daddy admonished me, “He’s getting too heavy for you
to ride around on your back like that.
Don’t put him on your back again.”
And he went on about his business. I put Thomas down, for about 5 minutes.
Then, we decided to try it again, only this time, I gave Thomas a ride
around the house with me standing up, him on my back, like a captured prisoner or
dead horse-thief.
Daddy came around the corner upon
hearing the commotion coming from the den and living room, our stable and
corral. He saw me with Thomas hoisted upon
my back. I saw him; his eyes glowed with
incensed anger. “I told you not to put
him on your back!” and the scolding was accompanied with a sharp smack across
the face.
First time. Last time.
Only time.
I must still have PTSD or something
because I do not recall anything after that moment. I don’t remember crying, pitching my usual
across-the-bed-fit, nothing. I was
shocked into immediate and complete obedience.
When my father spoke, it might as well have been coming from a burning
bush.
Telling Your Own Stories - American Storytelling
A goal for the Blog this year is to intersperse Family Stories guided by Prompts and Discussions in the little text named above.
A goal for the Blog this year is to intersperse Family Stories guided by Prompts and Discussions in the little text named above.
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